I understand that the pain you are going through might be different from others and you feel that the only way to escape the pain , challenges or problems is by committing suicide.I read a post by a blogger who shared a news about a pastor who committed suicide and he has family and what came to my mind was a pastor , who is suppose to lead his people and expect them to follow him through his example.
Whatever problems you are going through always remember is just for a short while , remove negative thought about suicide and be positive , don't think twice about suicide , when it comes , think of something or stay with people who are ready to help you to.
Talk to your family , open up about your problems , let them know what is going on in your family , silent problem lead to silent killing.
I am not a fan of depression , I am always happy no matter the circumstances , if is a problem base on loss , family , betrayal , disappointment , whatever the case may be , stand upright and be ready to fight that battle of being lonely and sad for the rest of your life.
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