Happy Birthday 🎁 🎂 To Myself

Why should be lonely? break ourselves because someone broke our heart and you made a worst decision not to be in a relationship , you want to be single for the rest of your life . the truth is one day you will get bored , jealous , lazy and tired of being single , have been in that stage ,I used to tell myself just don’t want to be in a relationship , every guy that ask me out I turned them down not because I don’t want to be in a relationship but I don’t want to get hurt and be lonely again.

Unfortunately, I broke the rule and I made up my mind I am going to date and be in a relationship , I am nineteen , beautiful and young and don’t need to live like a NUN. My senior sister hated the fact I stopped dressing sexy , wearing accessories , being in a relationship , according to her it was like “he was sucking my blood” I couldn’t breathe ! funny but am good and deliciously happy with my annoying sexy boyfriend who want me to be fat.

Coming back I realize I miss the snuggling , hugging , kissing , communication , laughter , weirdness , sex [optional] , wearing your boyfriend shirt and walking naked without being scared and cooking for him and the fun part when you play like kids , it is something you should want , single life sucks , being lonely is a pain in the ass is beyond having sex but you feel a puzzle is missing and you want it back . We all need to be in a relationship there is no denial about it , you feel great , sexy , happy and there will always be bad days I agree but the companionship and the protectiveness draw you more closer and make you feel love , cherish and value. I advise all single young men and ladies to hook up look beyond the perfection and search for imperfection is a beautiful thing to be with some one who appreciate you and make you crazy at the same time.